my period of wonder and awakening
I found myself in this exact period of wonder one year after I gave birth to my first child.
I'd had the successful career, several businesses, countless press features, all the traditional markers of success but still, I longed for more. I kept finding myself saying that "Yes, I have deep retail expertise and have generated, and managed, billions of dollars for different companies, but I actually want to help people, not just help them make money (It's a core part of my personality type I later learned). I was longing deeply to make an impact on the areas in life I'm truly passionate about.
These feelings piled up and became serious for me when I opened the door to my beautifully curated office, sat down at my desk, and could not stop crying off and on for the entire 8 hours I was there.
I immediately found a therapist and went on a journey to learn myself again, reignite my creativity, redefine what success meant for me, build a vision around that success, and start taking tangible steps to execute that vision.